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Hello, My name is Siddhi Koli.I live in Navi Mumbai,Maharashtra India. 🇮🇳 I have been a Christian since 2021. I have had cerebral palsy since birth.🧑‍🦽
I want salvation.
My first language is Marathi.I came here to find information about the Holy Spirit.I give the good news that The Holy Spirit appeared to me .

I don't understand some English words of the Bible.✝️

I know some words of this holy bible. But I don't understand in English. I read a little, I use google translate or online

I can read, write and speak Marathi as my mother tongue.

But can read a few words of English but can not speak and write. That is, grammar cannot be written with hands.
When I had to go to the .hospital.then

That is to say, I was in the car and I saw him on the left side of the wing mirror of the 🚗car. I saw the Holy Spirit flying as a golden dove (in spiritual).🕊️

I was horrified to see the Holy Spirit.
I saw the Holy Spirit flying as a golden dove with own eyes.
I can't read half English Bible .I can only read the Marathi Bible.


Why did I become a Christian?

I was sad that I had cerebral palsy from birth. And I can't walk.I don't want to live in this sinful world. In this world, our desires are not fulfilled. I wanted to be the bride of Christ. :)


I have been unable to walk since birth, because of cerebral palsy.Sitting on a wheel chair hurts my waist.🧑‍🦽

I started remembering negative things.
And I used to think about which god to believe in.

I heard and watched more stories about Jesus on the Internet in Computer .🖥️

I have accepted Jesus as my savior in 2021 year
I was a vegan, eating non-vegetarian is a sin so my vitamins were deficient, I fainted then

I was taken to Apollo Hospital then I regained consciousness and mom took me to a psychiatrist.Then I didn't say anything, I was silent.

When I saw the Holy Spirit I was afraid, I knew what the truth was. Then I started believing in monotheism. ✝️☪️✡️I was a Hindu and a Koli caste,


Then I started eating non-vegetarian and vegetarian foods.


Why am I depressed?

I have not been able to walk since birth.I remember sinning as a child.Because of this I want salvation.


I don't like some people saying bad words.

I was a pure vegetarian because consuming non-vegetarian food is sinful.
I used to think about which religion to choose. That is to choose monotheism or polytheism.

Then I went to another hospital. Doctor gave me a sleeping pill because I can't sleep all night.
And was not hungry .

I don't know what my Christian denomination is, I know very little about Christianity, I was a Hindu but I love Christianity so much that I saw on the internet that Jesus died for sin. Jesus rose from the dead on the third day, I can't go to church.

I know and believe that Jesus the son of God healed some people but why am I not healed, some church is a hypocrite, who will pick me up and take me and I want salvation so I am sad and depressed.There is good news why the Holy Spirit appeared, He has something to tell me.

I don't judge the church but the Lord will do it on the last day but I found that tabor ashram online and gave them 100 rupees to heal me but the pastor was just talking about the bible and can't do anything. I was shocked
I was sad



Questions- Description of the Holy Spirit.


Answers- My mother is a nurse.She works in JNPT hospital and my body strength was lost due to vegan.
Then I was going to JNPT hospital with my mother in the car of young uncle or uncle's elder son.
I was in the car that day to say I saw him on the left side of the wing mirror of the car. I saw the Holy Spirit flying like a golden dove. (in spiritual).or Siddhi Koli said:
in the car I saw the Holy Spirit in the form of doves spreading golden rays . and tell me


In Marathi (in Devanagari script) the word pavitra aatma(पवित्र आत्मा) is used.
Holy Spirit is called Pavitra Aatma in Marathi language.️🇮🇳


That is, I was very sad and cried to see that Jesus Christ died for the sins of all.Jesus will surely give salvation to all. I read on the internet that the Hebrew name for Jesus is Yeshua (יֵשׁוּעַ), which means salvation.and The Holy Spirit is called ruach ha kodesh in Hebrew . I call Jehovah the Creator. Etc
But I could not create salvation myself. I read some verses of the Holy Bible.


Acts 4:12
King James Version

12 Neither is there salvation in any other: for there is none other name
under heaven given among men, whereby we must be saved.

And I used to worship the idols of my favorite deities and now I don't believe in any deities Because I used to eat vegetables for deity and To attain salvation.

I started remembering negative things, became irritable and vitamin deficient and Fell unconscious.
I was taken to Apollo Hospital and regained consciousness.
I learned that idolatry is a sin .
Exodus 20:3-5

King James Version

3 Thou shalt have no other gods before me.

4 Thou shalt not make unto thee any graven image, or any likeness of any thing that is in heaven above, or that is in the earth beneath, or that is in the water under the earth.

5 Thou shalt not bow down thyself to them, nor serve them: for I the Lord thy God am a jealous God, visiting the iniquity of the fathers upon the children unto the third and fourth generation of them that hate me;


Siddhi Koli said:
I was a pure vegetarian because consuming non-vegetarian food is sinful.🍗
I used to think about which religion to choose. That is to choose monotheism or polytheism.
Or I used to think about which to believe.




Ahimsa (Sanskrit: अहिंसा, IAST: ahiṃsā, lit. 'nonviolence') is the ancient Indian principle of nonviolence which applies to actions towards all living beings. It is a key virtue in Indian religions like Jainism, Buddhism, Hinduism, and Sikhism. source: wikipedia
I was eating vegan food to achieve salvation. I don't know much about Christianity before.


After that I was taken to Apollo Hospital and recovered.
Because of this reason
I was eating vegan food to achieve salvation. I don't know much about Christianity before.

Siddhi Koli said:
I heard and watched more stories about Jesus on the computer. and have accepted Jesus as my savior.

Then I fell in love with Jesus. I understand that Jesus is our savior.

In the year 2021 I left Vaishnavism, a sect of Hinduism
I heard and watched more stories about Jesus on the computer. and have accepted Jesus as my savior.
I have schizophrenia and Depression.
I talk to a psychiatrist on the mobile phone; my mother helps me.
I don't worship idols anymore

I am fatherless
I have been unable to walk since birth, because of cerebral palsy. Sitting on a wheel chair hurts my waist.
I started remembering negative things.
And I used to think about which god to believe in.
I was a vegan, eating non-vegetarian is a sin so my vitamins were deficient, I fainted then I was taken to Apollo Hospital then I regained consciousness and mom took me to a psychiatrist. Then I didn't say anything, I was silent .

When I saw the Holy Spirit.

I was afraid, I knew what the truth was. Then I started believing in monotheism.

There is good news why the Holy Spirit appeared, He has something to tell me
Then I started eating vegetarian and non-vegetarian foods.🍗

I play songs of Jesus in Marathi on TV in front of my mother.
She loves all Jesus songs
She still believes in Hinduism, all religions; My mother believes in Jesus Christ .
I just became a Christian alone.
 
Why did I become a Christian? I have accepted Jesus as my savior in 2021 year
Why am I depressed?
I don't know what my Christian denomination is, I know very little about Christianity, I was a Hindu but I love Christianity so much that I saw on the internet that Jesus died for sin. Jesus rose from the dead on the third day, I can't go to church.
Questions- Description of the Holy Spirit.

Hello siddhi;

Thank you for sharing your testimony. Many of us ask, why we became a Christian? What matters is you did in 2021, siddhi. Despite what happens in our lives on earth, we will receive the promise of eternity. Jesus has already prepared a place for you and all of us.

John 14:2, 2 In my Father's house are many mansions: if it were not so, I would have told you. I go to prepare a place for you. - KJV

Why are you depressed? I don't know but God does. I don't have depression but I do get filled with sad and angry thoughts, problems with what other people say to me. I confess these thoughts to God. We can go to God anytime and tell Him honestly, "I don't know why this happens nor do I know what to do."

God loves us unconditionally and He protects us. Those ugly thoughts may not go away quickly, but by confessing to Jesus my problems, He gives me peace, calm and sleep knowing He is with me.

Isaiah 41:10, 10 So do not fear, for I am with you; do not be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you and help you; I will uphold you with my righteous right hand. - NIV

Philippians 4:19, 19 And my God will meet all your needs according to the riches of his glory in Christ Jesus. - NIV

New Christians wonder what their denomination is. What's most important is knowing you're a Christian, siddhi. In the Bible Jesus doesn't mention denominations. As we all continue to grow in our faith and study of God's Word, in another time we can have that discussion about denominations.

Ephesians 4:4-6, 4 There is one body and one Spirit—just as you were called to the one hope that belongs to your call— 5 one Lord, one faith, one baptism, 6 one God and Father of all, who is over all and through all and in all. - ESV

It is wonderfully true that Jesus died for our sins. There is no other religion, Hindu, Buddhist, Islam, or pagans who died for our sins, only Jesus, died for those (Christians) who believe in Him.

Romans 5:8, 8 but God shows his love for us in that while we were still sinners, Christ died for us. - ESV

The Holy Spirit completes the Trinity - God the Father, the Son Jesus Christ and the Holy Spirit. For all Christians the Holy Spirit is a gift. It dwells within us, intercedes for us and conveys our prayers to God when our hearts are broken, joyous, filled with questions that we don't know how to express to God. But God already knows whats on our hearts and guides us what to say and do at that moment, thus the power of the Holy Spirit.

Romans 8:26, 26 And the Holy Spirit helps us in our weakness. For example, we don’t know what God wants us to pray for. But the Holy Spirit prays for us with groanings that cannot be expressed in words. - NLT

siddhi, all these Bible verses may be a lot but they are still the Truth of God's Word. And now you belong to God, forever. There is so much to learn about Jesus but He will grow us one day at a time whether in our youth, young adult or elderly Christian men and women.

I hope this helps a little.

God bless you, siddhi, and your family.

Bob and Hazel
 
It is wonderfully true that Jesus died for our sins. There is no other religion, Hindu, Buddhist, Islam, or pagans who died for our sins, only Jesus, died for those (Christians) who believe in Him.
yes, amen. :) I truly became a Christian in 2021 because no other god can save us.I left the Hindu religion.

Psalm 115:4-8
King James Version

4 Their idols are silver and gold, the work of men's hands.

5 They have mouths, but they speak not: eyes have they, but they see not:

6 They have ears, but they hear not: noses have they, but they smell not:

7 They have hands, but they handle not: feet have they, but they walk not: neither speak they through their throat.

8 They that make them are like unto them; so is every one that trusteth in them.

Exodus 20:3
King James Version

3 Thou shalt have no other gods before me.
Why are you depressed? I don't know but God does. I don't have depression but I do get filled with sad and angry thoughts, problems with what other people say to me. I confess these thoughts to God. We can go to God anytime and tell Him honestly, "I don't know why this happens nor do I know what to do."
I am no longer depressed. :)
 
yes, amen. :) I truly became a Christian in 2021 because no other god can save us.I left the Hindu religion.

Psalm 115:4-8

King James Version

4 Their idols are silver and gold, the work of men's hands.

5 They have mouths, but they speak not: eyes have they, but they see not:

6 They have ears, but they hear not: noses have they, but they smell not:

7 They have hands, but they handle not: feet have they, but they walk not: neither speak they through their throat.

8 They that make them are like unto them; so is every one that trusteth in them.

Exodus 20:3
King James Version

3 Thou shalt have no other gods before me.

I am no longer depressed. :)

Dear siddhi koli;

You are truly our sister in Christ and we all serve the same God who loves each of us unconditionally.

I praise God for His great healing over you, siddhi.

Can I ask you a question. What does siddhi mean? What does koli mean?

My name is bob and I have faith in Christ = bob in faith! :cool: lol!

God bless you, sister.

Bob and Hazel
 
Dear siddhi koli;

You are truly our sister in Christ and we all serve the same God who loves each of us unconditionally.

I praise God for His great healing over you, siddhi.

Can I ask you a question. What does siddhi mean? What does koli mean?

My name is bob and I have faith in Christ = bob in faith! :cool: lol!

God bless you, sister.

Bob and Hazel
siddhi mean Perfection; Success; Accomplishment; Complete sanctification (by penance).
My surname is Koli. I was born in a Hindu Koli community (fishermen)

Marathi to English Translation:
In the Marathi language, the word कोळी (Koli) literally means "fisherman".🎣 :)
 
Hello Sid, and thank you for sharing your Amazing Testimony

It is so good to have you here on BTF : )

I hope that you enjoy your journey with us, and that you learn all that Holy Spirit wants you to learn.

Would you tell us how you found BTF?

You truly are Blessed to have seen Holy Spirit, and I do believe that He has Wonderful things to reveal to you.

I do understand how difficult the English launguage is, and I hope that you perservere to read English.
You are very brave, and Holy Spirit will lead you. All you have to do is ask Him : )


I was sad that I had cerebral palsy from birth. And I can't walk.I don't want to live in this sinful world. In this world, our desires are not fulfilled. I wanted to be the bride of Christ. :)

I know and believe that Jesus the son of God healed some people but why am I not healed, some church is a hypocrite, who will pick me up and take me and I want salvation so I am sad and depressed.T

Christ suffered for us ...
here is good news why the Holy Spirit appeared, He has something to tell me.

I too am sad, that you are sad, and have suffered so much 🙏

Christ suffered for us ...

Disability does not diminish one’s worth or standing as a child of God.

As Joni Eareckson Tada, who has lived with quadriplegia for decades, emphasizes, God is interested in a deeper healing of the heart—freedom from sin and pride—rather than just physical restoration.

I was a pure vegetarian because consuming non-vegetarian food is sinful.

Sid, recently we have had discussions on BTF about what foods are "for and many have held the belief that meat is forbidden in the bible; it is not! There is a lot to uncover on this subject and hopefully you will get the Scriptually backed answers that you need.


Questions- Description of the Holy Spirit.

Answers- My mother is a nurse. She works in JNPT hospital and my body strength was lost due to vegan.
Then I was going to JNPT hospital with my mother in the car of young uncle or uncle's elder son.
I was in the car that day to say I saw him on the left side of the wing mirror of the car. I saw the Holy Spirit flying like a golden dove. (in spiritual).or Siddhi Koli said:
in the car I saw the Holy Spirit in the form of doves spreading golden rays . and tell me

You are Blessed to have seen Holy Spirit, and I believe He has led you here ...

That is, I was very sad and cried to see that Jesus Christ died for the sins of all. Jesus will surely give salvation to all. I read on the internet that the Hebrew name for Jesus is Yeshua (יֵשׁוּעַ), which means salvation.and The Holy Spirit is called ruach ha kodesh in Hebrew . I call Jehovah the Creator. Etc
You clearly love Jesus; he is King!
https://ref.ly/Exod 20.3-5;esv?t=biblia
Exodus 20:3-5

King James Version

3 Thou shalt have no other gods before me.

4 Thou shalt not make unto thee any graven image, or any likeness of any thing that is in heaven above, or that is in the earth beneath, or that is in the water under the earth.

5 Thou shalt not bow down thyself to them, nor serve them: for I the Lord thy God am a jealous God, visiting the iniquity of the fathers upon the children unto the third and fourth generation of them that hate me;

Brilliant!

I heard and watched more stories about Jesus on the computer. and have accepted Jesus as my savior. Hallelijah!

Then I fell in love with Jesus. I understand that Jesus is our savior.
Yes, it is NOT hard to LOVE Jesus, how "lucky" we are : )

In the year 2021 I left Vaishnavism, a sect of Hinduism
I heard and watched more stories about Jesus on the computer. and have accepted Jesus as my savior.
I have schizophrenia and Depression.
I talk to a psychiatrist on the mobile phone; my mother helps me.
I don't worship idols anymore.
Praying for you my Sister 🙏🙏🙏

I am fatherless ...
I used to think this, and now realise that I have NEVER been fatherless. We have the FATHER that is the TRUE Father of All, Holy Father!

When I saw the Holy Spirit.

I was afraid, I knew what the truth was. Then I started believing in monotheism.

There is good news why the Holy Spirit appeared, He has something to tell me
Then I started eating vegetarian and non-vegetarian foods.🍗
He is truly leading you!

I play songs of Jesus in Marathi on TV in front of my mother. This is Truly beautiful ... I can feel the Spirit in you!
She loves all Jesus songs
She still believes in Hinduism, all religions; My mother believes in Jesus Christ .
I just became a Christian alone.
Knowing the Word of God (reading the bible or through sharing on a site like this BTF) will make things crystal clear, for both of you : )
All the very best Sister, and hope to see you on the discussions going forward. Do not worry about your English. Translations may take time, but it is Worth it, Jesus is Worth it 🙏🙏🙏
 
Hello siddhi;

Thank you for sharing your testimony. Many of us ask, why we became a Christian? What matters is you did in 2021, siddhi. Despite what happens in our lives on earth, we will receive the promise of eternity. Jesus has already prepared a place for you and all of us.

John 14:2, 2 In my Father's house are many mansions: if it were not so, I would have told you. I go to prepare a place for you. - KJV

Why are you depressed? I don't know but God does. I don't have depression but I do get filled with sad and angry thoughts, problems with what other people say to me. I confess these thoughts to God. We can go to God anytime and tell Him honestly, "I don't know why this happens nor do I know what to do."

God loves us unconditionally and He protects us. Those ugly thoughts may not go away quickly, but by confessing to Jesus my problems, He gives me peace, calm and sleep knowing He is with me.

Isaiah 41:10, 10 So do not fear, for I am with you; do not be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you and help you; I will uphold you with my righteous right hand. - NIV

Philippians 4:19, 19 And my God will meet all your needs according to the riches of his glory in Christ Jesus. - NIV

New Christians wonder what their denomination is. What's most important is knowing you're a Christian, siddhi. In the Bible Jesus doesn't mention denominations. As we all continue to grow in our faith and study of God's Word, in another time we can have that discussion about denominations.

Ephesians 4:4-6, 4 There is one body and one Spirit—just as you were called to the one hope that belongs to your call— 5 one Lord, one faith, one baptism, 6 one God and Father of all, who is over all and through all and in all. - ESV

It is wonderfully true that Jesus died for our sins. There is no other religion, Hindu, Buddhist, Islam, or pagans who died for our sins, only Jesus, died for those (Christians) who believe in Him.

Romans 5:8, 8 but God shows his love for us in that while we were still sinners, Christ died for us. - ESV

The Holy Spirit completes the Trinity - God the Father, the Son Jesus Christ and the Holy Spirit. For all Christians the Holy Spirit is a gift. It dwells within us, intercedes for us and conveys our prayers to God when our hearts are broken, joyous, filled with questions that we don't know how to express to God. But God already knows whats on our hearts and guides us what to say and do at that moment, thus the power of the Holy Spirit.

Romans 8:26, 26 And the Holy Spirit helps us in our weakness. For example, we don’t know what God wants us to pray for. But the Holy Spirit prays for us with groanings that cannot be expressed in words. - NLT
A Beautiful response Bob, thank you for sharing this with all of us. It is very uplifting 🙏
 
Siddhi, welcome to BTF. I am glad you are here, and I am glad you are asking about salvation and the Holy Spirit.

The good news is that salvation is not based on perfect English, perfect understanding, health, church background, or religious works. Salvation is in Jesus Christ alone. The Bible says, “Believe on the Lord Jesus Christ, and thou shalt be saved” ~Acts 16:31. It also says, “For whosoever shall call upon the name of the Lord shall be saved” ~Romans 10:13.

The Holy Spirit does not draw attention away from Jesus. He points us to Christ and to the truth of God’s Word. Jesus said, “He shall glorify me” ~John 16:14. So every experience, feeling, dream, or testimony must be tested by Scripture.

You are welcome here. Ask your questions plainly. If English words are hard, say so, and we will try to help. What matters most is this: Jesus Christ died for our sins, was buried, and rose again the third day according to the Scriptures. Trust Him. He is the Savior.
 
As a child, I committed many sins. I watched cartoons of Bal Ganesh, Bal Hanuman and Bal Krishna and watched movies of Hari Darshan, Bhakta Prahlad, Vishnu Purana and Dashavatar; I left Ganpati and became a devotee of Lakshminarayan. A sect in Hinduism says that Krishna is Father of Jesus. This is false teaching.

Hindus recite Vedas, Aarti and Shlokas of all Gods. All Hindus worship idols of favorite gods; My Mother says that some Brahmins eat non-vegetarians.


What religion is polytheistic in India?

One of the most striking features of Hinduism is the seemingly endless array of images of gods and goddesses, most with animal associates, that inhabit the colourful temples, and wayside shrines and homes of its adherents. Because of this, Hinduism has been called an idolatrous and polytheistic religion.

Which religion is polytheism?
Religions that practice polytheism include, but are not limited to: Hinduism, Buddhism, Wicca, Confucianism, Shintoism, various African tribal and/or folk religions, and various American tribal and/or folk religions.
source-google

My maternal uncle's wife worships Ganesha (the elephant-headed god).🐘
In front of my mother, I angrily threw the idol of mother's God in the house.

I used to love Lakshminarayan since my childhood.I used to watch his movies and songs. Vaishnavism is one of the four sects in Hinduism. In Hinduism people believe that heaven is Vaikuntha and hell. To go to Vaikuntha I worshiped Lakshminarayan and was eating pure vegetarian food.:(
 
Okay, now I understand about The Holy Spirit,

  • Jesus Christ (Yeshua Hamashiach ) called Satan the father of lies, while The Holy Spirit (Ruach Ha-Kodesh) is the Spirit of truth.

John 8:44

King James Version
44 Ye are of your father the devil, and the lusts of your father ye will do. He was a murderer from the beginning, and abode not in the truth, because there is no truth in him. When he speaketh a lie, he speaketh of his own: for he is a liar, and the father of it.

  • The Holy Spirit opposes the anti-Holy Spirit because they are completely opposite to each other; The Holy Spirit is Spirit of God (Ruach Elohim) and the anti-Holy Spirit is spirit of Satan.

John 16:13
King James Version
13 Howbeit when he, the Spirit of truth, is come, he will guide you into all truth: for he shall not speak of himself; but whatsoever he shall hear, that shall he speak: and he will shew you things to come.

Genesis 1:2
2 And the earth was without form, and void; and darkness was upon the face of the deep. And the Spirit of God moved upon the face of the waters.

Bereshis 1:2
2 And the earth was tohu vavohu (without form, and void); and darkness was upon the face of the deep. And the
Ruach Elohim was hovering upon the face of the waters.
 
As a child, I committed many sins. I watched cartoons of Bal Ganesh, Bal Hanuman and Bal Krishna and watched movies of Hari Darshan, Bhakta Prahlad, Vishnu Purana and Dashavatar; I left Ganpati and became a devotee of Lakshminarayan. A sect in Hinduism says that Krishna is Father of Jesus. This is false teaching.
What you were taught about Krishna being the Father of Jesus is false. The Bible does not teach that. Jesus said, “I and my Father are one” (John 10:30), and He also said, “No man cometh unto the Father, but by me” (John 14:6). There is no other way to God except through Jesus Christ.

The Bible is also clear about idols. “We know that an idol is nothing in the world, and that there is none other God but one” (1 Corinthians 8:4). So the answer is not to carry fear over every idol or every false thing you saw as a child. The answer is to turn fully from idols to the living God.

That is what happened with the believers in Thessalonica. Paul said they “turned to God from idols to serve the living and true God; and to wait for his Son from heaven” (1 Thessalonians 1:9-10). That is real repentance.

Your hope is not in being vegetarian, not in Vaikuntha, not in Lakshminarayan, not in Hindu teaching, and not in trying to clean up your past by yourself. Your hope is Jesus Christ, who died for sinners and rose again. “Neither is there salvation in any other: for there is none other name under heaven given among men, whereby we must be saved” (Acts 4:12).

Come to Christ by faith. Confess your sin to Him. Trust Him alone. “If the Son therefore shall make you free, ye shall be free indeed” (John 8:36).
 
Okay, now I understand about The Holy Spirit,

  • Jesus Christ (Yeshua Hamashiach ) called Satan the father of lies, while The Holy Spirit (Ruach Ha-Kodesh) is the Spirit of truth.

John 8:44
King James Version
44 Ye are of your father the devil, and the lusts of your father ye will do. He was a murderer from the beginning, and abode not in the truth, because there is no truth in him. When he speaketh a lie, he speaketh of his own: for he is a liar, and the father of it.

  • The Holy Spirit opposes the anti-Holy Spirit because they are completely opposite to each other; The Holy Spirit is Spirit of God (Ruach Elohim) and the anti-Holy Spirit is spirit of Satan.

John 16:13
King James Version
13 Howbeit when he, the Spirit of truth, is come, he will guide you into all truth: for he shall not speak of himself; but whatsoever he shall hear, that shall he speak: and he will shew you things to come.

Genesis 1:2
2 And the earth was without form, and void; and darkness was upon the face of the deep. And the Spirit of God moved upon the face of the waters.

Bereshis 1:2
2 And the earth was tohu vavohu (without form, and void); and darkness was upon the face of the deep. And the
Ruach Elohim was hovering upon the face of the waters.
Hello siddhi koli;

What you share is overwhelming. I could never keep up with all the multi-definitions of these "millions" of gods.

But I have a question for you.

A long time ago I attended a service as a guest by our neighbors, an Indian couple. During the service the speaker displayed the image of their god, a little round, fat, pink and happy man. There was a mixture of Indian, hare krishna and one or two American families in attendance. Afterward we had a meal of raisins and vegetables.

Any idea what the name of this god is, a little round, fat, pink and happy man?

I felt very strange while there and never went back but it was an experience to say the least.

God bless you, siddhi.

Bob
 
Hello siddhi koli;

What you share is overwhelming. I could never keep up with all the multi-definitions of these "millions" of gods.

But I have a question for you.

A long time ago I attended a service as a guest by our neighbors, an Indian couple. During the service the speaker displayed the image of their god, a little round, fat, pink and happy man. There was a mixture of Indian, hare krishna and one or two American families in attendance. Afterward we had a meal of raisins and vegetables.

Any idea what the name of this god is, a little round, fat, pink and happy man?

I felt very strange while there and never went back but it was an experience to say the least.

God bless you, siddhi.

Bob
hello bobinfaith
I don't understand what you are saying. :(
 
As a child, I committed many sins. I watched cartoons of Bal Ganesh, Bal Hanuman and Bal Krishna and watched movies of Hari Darshan, Bhakta Prahlad, Vishnu Purana and Dashavatar; I left Ganpati and became a devotee of Lakshminarayan. A sect in Hinduism says that Krishna is Father of Jesus. This is false teaching.

Hindus recite Vedas, Aarti and Shlokas of all Gods. All Hindus worship idols of favorite gods; My Mother says that some Brahmins eat non-vegetarians.


What religion is polytheistic in India?
One of the most striking features of Hinduism is the seemingly endless array of images of gods and goddesses, most with animal associates, that inhabit the colourful temples, and wayside shrines and homes of its adherents. Because of this, Hinduism has been called an idolatrous and polytheistic religion.

Which religion is polytheism?
Religions that practice polytheism include, but are not limited to: Hinduism, Buddhism, Wicca, Confucianism, Shintoism, various African tribal and/or folk religions, and various American tribal and/or folk religions.
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My maternal uncle's wife worships Ganesha (the elephant-headed god).🐘
In front of my mother, I angrily threw the idol of mother's God in the house.

I used to love Lakshminarayan since my childhood.I used to watch his movies and songs. Vaishnavism is one of the four sects in Hinduism. In Hinduism people believe that heaven is Vaikuntha and hell. To go to Vaikuntha I worshiped Lakshminarayan and was eating pure vegetarian food.:(

Hi Sid,

When I started reading your post, these thoughts came to mind, so I looked them up, to share with you:

Jesus’ unconditional salvation
is backed by John 3:16, which promises eternal life to all who believe, and Romans 5:8, which states Christ died for us while we were still sinners. Romans 8:38-39 further confirms that nothing can separate believers from God’s love, and 2 Timothy 1:9 notes that this calling was given "before the beginning of time."

God knowing our thoughts before we think them is found in Psalm 139:2, which says He perceives thoughts "from afar off," and Psalm 139:4, which states He knows words before they are on the tongue. John 2:24-25 adds that Jesus "knew what was in man" without needing testimony, and Luke 12:7 emphasizes His intimate knowledge of our value.

There is so much to be uncovered in Scripture ... I am learning well here at BTF

I was baptised by human in May 2023, and then by Jesus in a vision about six months later ...
My human baptism left me going through the motions (not really getting into Jesus, Father or the Spirit)

My vision of Jesus baptising me, turn everything around, where I can look back and see where Holy Spirit entered my being, and Father features hugely : )
 
Okay, now I understand about The Holy Spirit,

  • Jesus Christ (Yeshua Hamashiach ) called Satan the father of lies, while The Holy Spirit (Ruach Ha-Kodesh) is the Spirit of truth.

John 8:44
King James Version
44 Ye are of your father the devil, and the lusts of your father ye will do. He was a murderer from the beginning, and abode not in the truth, because there is no truth in him. When he speaketh a lie, he speaketh of his own: for he is a liar, and the father of it.

  • The Holy Spirit opposes the anti-Holy Spirit because they are completely opposite to each other; The Holy Spirit is Spirit of God (Ruach Elohim) and the anti-Holy Spirit is spirit of Satan.

John 16:13
King James Version
13 Howbeit when he, the Spirit of truth, is come, he will guide you into all truth: for he shall not speak of himself; but whatsoever he shall hear, that shall he speak: and he will shew you things to come.

Genesis 1:2
2 And the earth was without form, and void; and darkness was upon the face of the deep. And the Spirit of God moved upon the face of the waters.

Bereshis 1:2
2 And the earth was tohu vavohu (without form, and void); and darkness was upon the face of the deep. And the
Ruach Elohim was hovering upon the face of the waters.

Agreed : )

Yeshua HaMashiach
is the Hebrew phrase meaning "Jesus the Messiah" or "Jesus the Anointed One." It identifies Jesus Christ as the central figure of Christianity, affirming his identity as the promised Savior and King prophesied in the Hebrew Scriptures.

The phrase is composed of two key elements:
  • Yeshua (ישוע): The Hebrew name for Jesus, derived from Yehoshua (Joshua), meaning "salvation" or "the Lord saves."
  • HaMashiach (המשיח): The Hebrew title for "the Messiah" or "the Anointed One," indicating someone consecrated by God for a divine mission.
 
hello bobinfaith
I don't understand what you are saying. :(
Bob asked: "During the service the speaker displayed the image of their god, a little round, fat, pink and happy man."
बॉब ने पूछा: सेवा के दौरान वक्ता ने अपने भगवान की छवि प्रदर्शित की, जो एक छोटा गोल, मोटा, गुलाबी और खुश आदमी था

Is there such a god in Hindi?

क्या हिन्दी में ऐसा कोई भगवान है?
 
Bob asked: "During the service the speaker displayed the image of their god, a little round, fat, pink and happy man."
बॉब ने पूछा: सेवा के दौरान वक्ता ने अपने भगवान की छवि प्रदर्शित की, जो एक छोटा गोल, मोटा, गुलाबी और खुश आदमी था

Is there such a god in Hindi?

क्या हिन्दी में ऐसा कोई भगवान है?

hello Yesua888

My language is Marathi, not Hindi language.
I don't understand what you are saying.:(
 

hello Yesua888

My language is Marathi, not Hindi language.
I don't understand what you are saying.:(
I am so sorry Siddhi : (
माफ करा
 
सेवेच्या वेळी वक्त्याने त्यांच्या देवतेची प्रतिमा प्रदर्शित केली, एक लहान गोल, जाडजूड, गुलाबी आणि आनंदी माणूस.
हिंदीत असा कोणी देव आहे का?
 
सेवेच्या वेळी वक्त्याने त्यांच्या देवतेची प्रतिमा प्रदर्शित केली, एक लहान गोल, जाडजूड, गुलाबी आणि आनंदी माणूस.
हिंदीत असा कोणी देव आहे का?
Abhay Charanaravinda Bhaktivedanta Swami Prabhupada was an Indian spiritual, philosophical, and religious teacher who spread the Hare Krishna mantra and the teachings of "Krishna consciousness" to the world. :(
 
Before I became a Christian, since my family was Hindu, I did not know who Jesus was.:(
 
Before I became a Christian, since my family was Hindu, I did not know who Jesus was.:(
That is okay. You were raised in Hinduism, so before you became a Christian, you did not know who Jesus was. But now you do, and that is what matters. The Bible says God “now commandeth all men every where to repent” ~Acts 17:30. That means turn from idols and trust the true God.

Do not live in guilt over the past. Jesus died for sinners, was buried, and rose again. He is the only Savior. Jesus said, “I am the way, the truth, and the life” ~John 14:6. Keep reading the Bible in Marathi, and trust Christ alone. “Whosoever shall call upon the name of the Lord shall be saved” ~Romans 10:13.



ते ठीक आहे. तुम्ही हिंदू धर्मात वाढलात, म्हणून तुम्ही ख्रिस्ती होण्यापूर्वी तुम्हाला येशू कोण आहे हे माहीत नव्हते. पण आता तुम्ही करता, आणि तेच महत्त्वाचे आहे. बायबल म्हणते की देव "आता सर्व माणसांना पश्चात्ताप करण्याची आज्ञा देतो" ~प्रेषितांची कृत्ये 17:30. याचा अर्थ असा की, मूर्तींपासून दूर जा आणि खऱ्या देवावर विश्वास ठेवा. भूतकाळाबद्दल अपराधीपणाने जगू नका. येशू पाप्यांसाठी मरण पावला, दफन करण्यात आला आणि पुन्हा उठला. तो एकमेव तारणारा आहे. येशू म्हणाला, "मीच मार्ग, सत्य आणि जीवन आहे" ~ योहान 14:6. मराठीत बायबल वाचत रहा आणि केवळ ख्रिस्तावरच विश्वास ठेवा. "जो कोणी प्रभूचे नाव घेईल त्याचे तारण होईल" ~रोमकरांस पत्र 10:13.
 
That is okay. You were raised in Hinduism, so before you became a Christian, you did not know who Jesus was. But now you do, and that is what matters. The Bible says God “now commandeth all men every where to repent” ~Acts 17:30. That means turn from idols and trust the true God.

Do not live in guilt over the past. Jesus died for sinners, was buried, and rose again. He is the only Savior. Jesus said, “I am the way, the truth, and the life” ~John 14:6. Keep reading the Bible in Marathi, and trust Christ alone. “Whosoever shall call upon the name of the Lord shall be saved” ~Romans 10:13.



ते ठीक आहे. तुम्ही हिंदू धर्मात वाढलात, म्हणून तुम्ही ख्रिस्ती होण्यापूर्वी तुम्हाला येशू कोण आहे हे माहीत नव्हते. पण आता तुम्ही करता, आणि तेच महत्त्वाचे आहे. बायबल म्हणते की देव "आता सर्व माणसांना पश्चात्ताप करण्याची आज्ञा देतो" ~प्रेषितांची कृत्ये 17:30. याचा अर्थ असा की, मूर्तींपासून दूर जा आणि खऱ्या देवावर विश्वास ठेवा. भूतकाळाबद्दल अपराधीपणाने जगू नका. येशू पाप्यांसाठी मरण पावला, दफन करण्यात आला आणि पुन्हा उठला. तो एकमेव तारणारा आहे. येशू म्हणाला, "मीच मार्ग, सत्य आणि जीवन आहे" ~ योहान 14:6. मराठीत बायबल वाचत रहा आणि केवळ ख्रिस्तावरच विश्वास ठेवा. "जो कोणी प्रभूचे नाव घेईल त्याचे तारण होईल" ~रोमकरांस पत्र 10:13.
Yes. I don't know if the family will listen to me about the gospel of Jesus Christ because they are afraid that I will shout.I know that my elder sister and my mother, my mother's brother's wife still believe in Hinduism. So I came here to tell. :) I am tired of this world.
 
Yes. I don't know if the family will listen to me about the gospel of Jesus Christ because they are afraid that I will shout.I know that my elder sister and my mother, my mother's brother's wife still believe in Hinduism. So I came here to tell. :) I am tired of this world.

Hello, siddhi;

It's good to see you here. We've missed you! 😇

Get in line, sister, many of us are weary of this world. I also have members in my family who don't believe. God sees you and us. He also sees the members of our families.

Hinduism didn't die on the cross for us. Jesus did!

Psalm 27:10, 10 Though my father and mother forsake me, the Lord will receive me. - NIV

Psalm 34:18, 18 The Lord is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit. - NIV

God bless you, siddhi (and your family.)

Bob
 
Yes. I don't know if the family will listen to me about the gospel of Jesus Christ because they are afraid that I will shout.I know that my elder sister and my mother, my mother's brother's wife still believe in Hinduism. So I came here to tell. :) I am tired of this world.
It is so good to see you back : )
I mirror how you feel about the World. BTF is my life raft : )
I too have loved ones who have not yet turned to Jesus, and I pray so often for the "veil" to come down, so that they can "see, hear and sense" the Truth. At least let them have a chance to "meet" Him or to know Him xxx
 
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Yes. I don't know if the family will listen to me about the gospel of Jesus Christ because they are afraid that I will shout.I know that my elder sister and my mother, my mother's brother's wife still believe in Hinduism. So I came here to tell. :) I am tired of this world.
Siddhi, I need to ask you directly because your last sentence worries me. When you say, “I am tired of this world,” do you mean you are discouraged and weary, or are you thinking about hurting yourself or ending your life? Please answer plainly. You can say, “I am safe and I am not planning to hurt myself,” or “I might hurt myself and need help now.”

If there is any chance that you might hurt yourself, do not remain alone. Tell your mother immediately and ask her to stay with you. Call India’s emergency number 112 or Tele-MANAS at 14416 or 1800-89-14416, or go to the nearest hospital emergency department. We care about you, but an online forum cannot provide the immediate help that someone beside you can.

Concerning your family, you do not need to shout or pressure them. Speak calmly and tell them what Jesus has done: He died for sinners, was buried, and rose again. “And the servant of the Lord must not strive; but be gentle unto all men, apt to teach, patient; In meekness instructing those that oppose themselves” ~2 Timothy 2:24-25. You are responsible to tell them the truth faithfully, but you cannot force anyone to believe. We will pray that your family hears the gospel and turns from idols to Christ.

सिद्धी, तुझे शेवटचे वाक्य वाचून मला तुझी काळजी वाटली, म्हणून मला तुला थेट विचारायचे आहे. “मी या जगाला कंटाळले आहे” असे म्हणताना, तू फक्त निराश आणि थकलेली आहेस असे म्हणतेस का, की तू स्वतःला इजा करण्याचा किंवा स्वतःचे जीवन संपवण्याचा विचार करत आहेस? कृपया स्पष्ट उत्तर दे. तू असे लिहू शकतेस: “मी सुरक्षित आहे आणि स्वतःला इजा करण्याचा माझा विचार नाही,” किंवा “मी स्वतःला इजा करू शकते आणि मला आत्ताच मदतीची गरज आहे.”

जर तू स्वतःला इजा करू शकतेस अशी थोडीशीही शक्यता असेल, तर एकटी राहू नकोस. तुझ्या आईला आत्ताच सांग आणि तिला तुझ्याजवळ राहायला सांग. भारताचा आपत्कालीन क्रमांक 112 किंवा Tele-MANAS 14416 किंवा 1800-89-14416 वर फोन कर, किंवा जवळच्या रुग्णालयाच्या आपत्कालीन विभागात जा.
 
Siddhi, I need to ask you directly because your last sentence worries me. When you say, “I am tired of this world,” do you mean you are discouraged and weary, or are you thinking about hurting yourself or ending your life? Please answer plainly. You can say, “I am safe and I am not planning to hurt myself,” or “I might hurt myself and need help now.”

If there is any chance that you might hurt yourself, do not remain alone. Tell your mother immediately and ask her to stay with you. Call India’s emergency number 112 or Tele-MANAS at 14416 or 1800-89-14416, or go to the nearest hospital emergency department. We care about you, but an online forum cannot provide the immediate help that someone beside you can.

Concerning your family, you do not need to shout or pressure them. Speak calmly and tell them what Jesus has done: He died for sinners, was buried, and rose again. “And the servant of the Lord must not strive; but be gentle unto all men, apt to teach, patient; In meekness instructing those that oppose themselves” ~2 Timothy 2:24-25. You are responsible to tell them the truth faithfully, but you cannot force anyone to believe. We will pray that your family hears the gospel and turns from idols to Christ.

सिद्धी, तुझे शेवटचे वाक्य वाचून मला तुझी काळजी वाटली, म्हणून मला तुला थेट विचारायचे आहे. “मी या जगाला कंटाळले आहे” असे म्हणताना, तू फक्त निराश आणि थकलेली आहेस असे म्हणतेस का, की तू स्वतःला इजा करण्याचा किंवा स्वतःचे जीवन संपवण्याचा विचार करत आहेस? कृपया स्पष्ट उत्तर दे. तू असे लिहू शकतेस: “मी सुरक्षित आहे आणि स्वतःला इजा करण्याचा माझा विचार नाही,” किंवा “मी स्वतःला इजा करू शकते आणि मला आत्ताच मदतीची गरज आहे.”

जर तू स्वतःला इजा करू शकतेस अशी थोडीशीही शक्यता असेल, तर एकटी राहू नकोस. तुझ्या आईला आत्ताच सांग आणि तिला तुझ्याजवळ राहायला सांग. भारताचा आपत्कालीन क्रमांक 112 किंवा Tele-MANAS 14416 किंवा 1800-89-14416 वर फोन कर, किंवा जवळच्या रुग्णालयाच्या आपत्कालीन विभागात जा.
@David Don't worry. I am not thinking of ending my life, because I am afraid to die—doing so would hurt the Holy Spirit. :ROFLMAO: Mother is always with me. She used to work as a nurse in a hospital; she is retired now. Committing suicide is a grave sin.
 
@David Don't worry. I am not thinking of ending my life, because I am afraid to die—doing so would hurt the Holy Spirit. :ROFLMAO: Mother is always with me. She used to work as a nurse in a hospital; she is retired now. Committing suicide is a grave sin.

Good morning, siddhi;

You have a family here who loves you and we're so blessed you are our sister in Christ.

1 Peter 3:8, 8 Finally, all of you, be like-minded, be sympathetic, love one another, be compassionate and humble. - NIV

God bless you, siddhi.

Bob
 
@David Don't worry. I am not thinking of ending my life, because I am afraid to die—doing so would hurt the Holy Spirit. :ROFLMAO: Mother is always with me. She used to work as a nurse in a hospital; she is retired now. Committing suicide is a grave sin.
Thanks for letting me know. I was just checking on you.

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Good morning, siddhi;

You have a family here who loves you and we're so blessed you are our sister in Christ.

1 Peter 3:8, 8 Finally, all of you, be like-minded, be sympathetic, love one another, be compassionate and humble. - NIV

God bless you, siddhi.

Bob
I mirror Bob's Beautiful sharing : ) 💛🙏💛
 
I studied till 10th standard. Passed I got 55 percent marks.And I am fatherless, my mother was working as a nurse in hospital when my grandmother was taking care of me.my grandmother passed away, Later I used to take bath alone, cook food.I used to take sattvic diet (without Onion, garlic) for moksha, then the vitamin got lost. The Holy Spirit appeared, I realized that only believing in Jesus Christ is the way to salvation. I read the Holy Bible and it says,

John 14:6
King James Version
6 Jesus saith unto him, I am the way, the truth, and the life: no man cometh unto the Father, but by me.

physiotherapist hit me when past year


I don't need to go to a man-made church, and I don't want to meet any pastor because it would be a waste of time. I can't walk because when mom was pregnant; I was in my mom's belly for 7 months (mom told me ,you didn't grow in my belly for 9 months And your brain isn't fully developed ).

GOD rested on the seventh day (Genesis 2:1-2)
Number 7 as Completion and Perfection

Genesis 2
King James Version
Genesis 2:1-2
1 Thus the heavens and the earth were finished, and all the host of them.
2 And on the seventh day God ended his work which he had made; and he rested on the seventh day from all his work which he had made.

Revelation 5:6
King James Version
6 And I beheld, and, lo, in the midst of the throne and of the four beasts, and in the midst of the elders, stood a Lamb as it had been slain, having seven horns and seven eyes, which are the seven Spirits of God sent forth into all the earth.

I want go to a new heaven and a new earth.

Revelation 21:1-2
King James Version
1 And I saw a new heaven and a new earth: for the first heaven and the first earth were passed away; and there was no more sea.

2 And I John saw the holy city, new Jerusalem, coming down from God out of heaven, prepared as a bride adorned for her husband.


I became a Christian in 2021 and am a monotheist; and I have the Holy Bible KJV in English. For the Holy Bible KJV in English, I read The Holy Bible translated by people in Marathi and Hebrew on the internet, solving puzzles for higher truth.

The gematria
THE HOLY FATHER = 906
JESUS CHRIST = 906
HOLY SPIRIT = 906
 
Congratulations Sidhi ♥️♥️🙏🙏🙏♥️♥️
 
I studied till 10th standard. Passed I got 55 percent marks.And I am fatherless, my mother was working as a nurse in hospital when my grandmother was taking care of me.my grandmother passed away, Later I used to take bath alone, cook food.I used to take sattvic diet (without Onion, garlic) for moksha, then the vitamin got lost. The Holy Spirit appeared, I realized that only believing in Jesus Christ is the way to salvation. I read the Holy Bible and it says,

John 14:6
King James Version
6 Jesus saith unto him, I am the way, the truth, and the life: no man cometh unto the Father, but by me.

physiotherapist hit me when past year


I don't need to go to a man-made church, and I don't want to meet any pastor because it would be a waste of time. I can't walk because when mom was pregnant; I was in my mom's belly for 7 months (mom told me ,you didn't grow in my belly for 9 months And your brain isn't fully developed ).

GOD rested on the seventh day (Genesis 2:1-2)
Number 7 as Completion and Perfection

Genesis 2
King James Version
Genesis 2:1-2
1 Thus the heavens and the earth were finished, and all the host of them.
2 And on the seventh day God ended his work which he had made; and he rested on the seventh day from all his work which he had made.

Revelation 5:6
King James Version
6 And I beheld, and, lo, in the midst of the throne and of the four beasts, and in the midst of the elders, stood a Lamb as it had been slain, having seven horns and seven eyes, which are the seven Spirits of God sent forth into all the earth.

I want go to a new heaven and a new earth.

Revelation 21:1-2
King James Version
1 And I saw a new heaven and a new earth: for the first heaven and the first earth were passed away; and there was no more sea.

2 And I John saw the holy city, new Jerusalem, coming down from God out of heaven, prepared as a bride adorned for her husband.


I became a Christian in 2021 and am a monotheist; and I have the Holy Bible KJV in English. For the Holy Bible KJV in English, I read The Holy Bible translated by people in Marathi and Hebrew on the internet, solving puzzles for higher truth.

The gematria
THE HOLY FATHER = 906
JESUS CHRIST = 906
HOLY SPIRIT = 906
I am glad you are reading the Bible and that you understand what Jesus said in John 14:6. Salvation is found in Christ, not in diets, religious rituals, special numbers, or trying to earn moksha. Jesus said, “I am the way, the truth, and the life: no man cometh unto the Father, but by me.”

I would encourage you to stay away from gematria and looking for hidden meanings in numbers. We do not need hidden numerical meanings to know God. He has already given us His truth plainly in Scripture. “Sanctify them through thy truth: thy word is truth” ~John 17:17. I would stay with what the Bible actually says rather than trying to find messages behind the words.

And while going to a church building or having a pastor does not save anyone, Christian fellowship still matters. If your physical condition makes that difficult, that is understandable. The important thing is that Christ remains the center and that everything we believe is tested by His Word.
 
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